Scribbling ...

Me in a very bad mood since yesterday. Getting irritated often, very impatient, want to be alone (as I am most of the times), want to feel bad for being alone, want to cry aloud, want to run away from this place, want to be very adamant and irritate everyone around, dont want to depend on someone else for my happiness, dont want to expect someone to spend time with/for me, shouting at my mom (poor person!) for silly things too, want to divert myself from this mood, trying to do something different but everything turning down useless, trying out different combination of songs in my playlist, controlling myself not to do all the above said things and act like a normal person -- sounds like totally gone case ryt?

Whatever, thats what my condition right now. I dont have any place other than "my" blogspot where I can scribble all these...

Yesterday I was trying this and enjoyed that time -- Thanks Vikki. seekiram answer enna'nu solu...porumayae illa hhhmm..

Ah, venting out really helps for girls...I am feeling better!

J

Dont know what to call it

I have started attending some class (details later) in the evening. So, me going out of office everyday by 6.15pm and coming back by 8.30pm.

And this was my timing when I attended some java class in Radiant institute in Tambaram when I was doing my college.

U know what, I didnt even think abt it today, but the same environment, climate etc etc made me automatically reminisce those days. OMG, I enjoy it :-)

same summer, same travel, same kind of attending class, taking notes, answering in the class, coming back in the busy traffic in the night...Ah, I miss my college now ...hmm..For couple of hrs, I just went from this software coding world to my own lovely cozy college/hostel life. Have you ever felt it? Its not generally thinking abt the old life urself but the circumstances/environment getting you that feeling.

Appa, we used to come to mess directly after the class, have food, chat for sometime in the hostel room or bund (under the tree) ..Those days ..Oh no :(

which one is correct?

You wanna say that you can count something using fingers (viral vittu enna koodiya alavu). How do you say that?

1. count with fingers
2. count by fingers
3. count on fingers

which is the correct usage?

J

Books

no home pc. didnt want to watch TV. So, utilised my time at home reading couple of books last week.

1) Jonathan Livingston Seagull
2) The Emotional Energy Factor: The Secrets High-Energy People Use to Beat Emotional Fatigue

Ultimate books for ppl like me (who goes down often).

me trying to improve my reading habits. completed the first book; very small one. That itself gave me tons of happiness :-)

And I have started 14th chapter (25 chapters actually) in the 2nd book.

came with full of high spirits today morning :-) Everything seems to be possible and I am in a mood to complete watever work assigned to me. ennamo, cant explain that happiness, energy level :p

btw, I have to take (the same old) class for this year' freshers tomorrow. As I have done it thrice, I am not _that_ scared this time. Anyway got to refresh the topics. started that now....

take care.

And my leg is ok now. Managed whole day at office today. thanks for all your comments!

bye,
J.

kaal kattu

padicha udanae kalyanamnu nenachu irupeenghalae ..adhaan ilai :p

nijamaana "kaal kattu" poatu iruken :(

slipped down from the steps when i went for shopping this monday. Had a ligament tear in the right leg. wasnt able to walk till sterday. so me on leave for the past 4 days. Doctor suggested not to walk much for 2-3 weeks..too much. inaiku apdi konjam nadaka mudinjathu, so came office for some time. Home PC problem vera. athanala officela koduthutu, apdiyae mail check panitu polaamnu.
next mondayla irunthu should be back to work.

hhhmm only when we experience pain, will realize the importance of each part of our body.

take care everyone !!

J