Iniya Deepavali Nalvaazhthukkal :-)

http://archies.indiatimes.com/ecards/images/cards/flash/diw059.swf

(headphones on please. nice music (Veena) in the background)

Anbudan,
J.

Mobile

My sis lost her mobile today. Office'ku bus'la porappa. Nokia 2600; hutch prepaid connection.
she has one kutty handbag only. so she herself wondering how one could open and take it out without her knowledge. she is feeling terribly bad and crying over phone. chinna ponu paavam.
enaku ennamo avlo kashtam illai :-) see, I am improving my attitude :p Generally, avaluku onum aagala illai. cell thaanae, vera vaanghikalam maathri naan cool'a iruken.

my mom is also feeling bad. when I was cheering her up, she got angry and abrubtly hung the call X-(. "eppadi kashtapadamaa iruka solra?" nu kaekaraangha. hhhmm.."sari poi ukaanthu azhu"nu sonen. phone'a vachutaangha.

anyway, my sis tried to reach her mobile, ring pothu, but udanae cut aayuduthunu sonaa. cell thirudinava(n) inum switch off pannamaala vachu irukaanghanu me wondering. enaku ennamo veetlayae enghayo irukunu thonuthu.

Guys, what should one do if they lose their mobile?

Thanks,
J.

Recent fav songs

I am listening to these two yummy telugu songs since sterday. Gosh! continuous'a play panitu iruken..am enjoying :-)

my recent fav songs in Telugu:

Neetho Cheppana (Athadu) -- S.P.B and Chitra (http://www.raaga.com/channels/telugu/movie/A0000501.html)

Nenunenugalene (Manmadhudu) -- S.P.B. Charan http://www.raaga.com/channels/telugu/movie/A0000260.html

Dumbs, Vikki -- give a shot. sare na? :-) Others too, Telugu puriyanumnu avasiyam illai. enakum fullaa elaam Telugu theriyathu :p but I do enjoy the music in these songs a lot. esp the flute piece in the second song, Charan's voice -- ellamaae :-)
You shall try the other songs in Athadu too..decent ones.

sariiii tataa :-)

Cheers!
J.
update: am sorry, ignore the flute piece. athu intha song illai :p

(Music) Instrumental class !

Am feeling fresh, brisk, rejuvenated now :-) Habbaa..enkita iruka ketta pazhakamae ithu thaan. irunthaa apdiyaee sogama irupen..illana gudhichutu irupen hehe :-) oru balanced state'la iruka maaten :p

Anyway, me and my close friend here at work are planning to join some music instrumental class in near future. namaku pidichatha kathukum pothu inum nallaa irukum la? ennoda fav 'music' thaan. Whatever feelings I have, I always want to listen to songs or intrumental ethuvenumnaalum kaepen. very soothing, warm it would be. paattu payithiyam naan :-)






mm enna instrument kathukalaam -- guitar, violin, veena ....?? ellaamae pidikara maathri iruku :p

chumma kaekren, which one do you like?

Have a lovely day all of you :-)

Cheers!
J.

Feeling down !

I am feeling down often. sometimes with reason and sometimes without any reason. People/things around me seem to be fine but I am feeling down :( I am not able to concentrate on my work :( some sort of fear feeling is occupying my mind/heart most of the times and I hate that :'( I have been trying to overcome this phobia since few months by listening to good quotes, reading books, talking to ppl who encourage me etc. whenever I do that, I feel better. After sometime I am losing that courage.

I know that I am in a better position than thousands of ppl in the world. I should be happy with watever I have..Being aware of all these things and still feeling bad -- thats not good ryt? -- I hate myself :(
uff..horrible..
me trying to come out of this feeling by listening to songs, blogging, reading SL posts blah blah...my concentration level is diminishing day by day..I used to work _well_ before..I am not doing these days or I am not satisfied with my work..I come with loads of energy to work..but when i leave home, I am not having _that_ satisfaction these days....hhmm :(

some problem with me??? :-)

ppl, what do you do when you feel down?. Feeling bad is different. I am feeling soo low/down or watever, during which I get a feeling that I am not capable of doing anything, or I think I am doing bad at work, or I keep mulling over as to how to get out of this etc etc...hhmm :(

ok anyway,...take care ppl....Have a good week ahead!

bye,
J.

Flashback Pics !

http://manadhinthedal.blogspot.com/2005/10/flashback.html

Vijay Aadhiraaj on the grand dias ..




My uncle (first from the right side)






First time posting pics in my blog! Exciting :-)

Enjoy,
J.

This is life !

Got this fwd sterday..I liked it!

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**THIS IS LIFE**
When things don't go right,
When there is no ray of light,
And its too hard to survive,
Tell yourself - Go on, THIS IS LIFE!


When there is no friend,
When life is on the dead end,
When world is not a paradise,
When your confidence dies,
Tell yourself - Go on, THIS IS LIFE!


When there is competition to face,
When you are lagging behind in the race,
When you've lost faith in God,
When you're betrayed by a fraud,
Tell yourself - Go on, THIS IS LIFE!


When others don't respect you,
When you're not amongst the admirable few,
When for a question, you can't find a solution,
When all you're sure about, is confusion,
Tell yourself - Go on, THIS IS LIFE!


When your destination is miles apart,
When you don't know where to start,
When all you see around is pain,
When your hardwork is in vain,
Tell yourself - Go on, THIS IS LIFE!


Even though all this happens
just have faith in self & face the life
with smile,
things will surely change one day
because as said "THIS IS LIFE"

Watchman :'(

Our apartment watchman expired day b4 yesterday night :( ippa nenachaa kooda kanavu maathri iruku :(
last week relatives kooda veliya poyitu varappa, avara paathen. As usual, auto'ku pay panrappa elaam he used to see us near the gate. After the Dussera hols, I havent seen him. Friday morning, my Amma said that he was ill and admitted in Osmania hospital. servant maid sonaanghanu sonaangha. Appo I didnt take it seriously. Thought chumma etho odambuku pola and he would be back anyway'nu.

Saturday morning, Amma and myself were talking abt our watchman. Appo sonaangha, that he has got his first heart attack nu. konjam seriousaa irukaar'nu. I thought of going to hospital and see him. ippadi nenachutae balcony'la irunthu veliya paathutu irunthen. keezha oru naalu peru ninutu irunthaangha. I had a hunch that something related to our watchman only. I came inside. paatha my mom started talking to them. Telugu language problem'naala Hindi'la amma was asking. And I heard the reply as "marthae" ennamo. enakum hindi theriyaathu. I came outside and we called our sis who speaks Telugu well and she asked them. same reply. "Naidu sachu poyaeru". Oh no!! my mother started crying then. my mind went totally blank. Everything looked like a dream only. same kinda feeling happened when I heard my father's demise (six years back). ufff Hmmm.

My sis and myself rushed to the groundfloor and enquired the other guys (laundry guy, drivers ellaam). Naidu'va ooruku (Vijaywada) eduthutu poitaanghanu sonaangha :(
He is young only. 39/40 yrs thaan irukum. Entha age'la heart attack varuthunae theriya maatendrathu.

Dussera'ku money kaetu irukaar. Since we were busy with the relatives, my mom forgot abt that and she told me on Friday that we will have to give the money. kadaisiya kodukavae illai. Amma'ku athae kashtam :(
I came inside the room and literally cried for sometime. eppadi azhugai vanthathunae therla. antha blank mind appo thaan pochu enaku :(

eppavumae office'la irunthu late;aa thaan poven (~10.30 or 11pm). Vanthathum "Naaidu Naaidu" nu thaan koopduven. He used to say "Maa osthaanamma". Avara inimae paaka maatomnu nenachaa, kanla thani varuthu ippa kooda :'(

3 years'aa theriyum avara. Avarkita thaanae ellaa flat related problems;um soluvom. hhmm. aniku fullaa maathi maathi ithayae dhaan pesitu irunthom.

Hmm ennamo. next minute enna aagumnu theriyaatha vaazhkai. la?

Anyway, let his soul rest in peace !!

take care ppl!

bye,
J.

Flashback

Kirtilal Jewellary had organized this program called "Flashback" in Hyderabad. Saw the brochure in our office notice board and got the tickets last week. ennoda Mama, maami oorla irunthu vanthu irunthaangha (Dussera hols). so avangha + naan, my sis attended this function @ Shilpakala Vedika, Madhapur, hyd.

Veliyala entrance'la irunthu all Tamizh makkal _only_. soo nice to see all our makkal :-) namma oorla irukara feeling. 6'oclock aarambika vendiya function. 6.45 varaikum stage was empty. moreover we didnt have any idea of wat the program is all about. so porumayae poyidthu.

oru 7'oclock, "Vijay Aadhiraj" voice mike'la kaeka aarambichathu. happa function start aayudthu ! ok, program enna'na, 1960's, 70's, 80's, 90's -- intha stage'la vantha movies, songs oru recap maathri. antha antha season costumes'la makkal vanthu ponaangha. konjam songs'la irunthu oru 3/4 lines'ku dance aaditu, apdi pochu..generally college skit maathri vachukongha. And oru oru era change aagara gap'la, Shalini (playback singer) vanthu avaloda songs paadina. it was too good. kai thatii thatii orae kai vali vandhudthu :-) college'la enjoy pannathu elaam gavanam vanthathu.

And there was a lucky draw too. so apdi time adjust pannaangha.
my uncle was making fun when we wrote our names in the ticket and put in the lucky draw box. Third price etho 3 peruku pochu. 2 nd prize announce panra time. 2 second prizes actually. flight ticket (Kingfisher airlines) from Hyd - Blore - Hyd (for 2 I guess, need to confirm). oru 2nd prize, oru payanku pochu. And it was the time to pick the second one. The chief guest came and shuffled the box a lot. we were LOL ing to see that, made fun of that and thought someone is going to get. The chief guest handed over the paper to Vijay aadhiraj and he announced the name of the winner. U know wat, U know wat? It was my Uncle's name..yehhhhh.. we all were stumbled for a moment. Whew!!! we were seeing each other and couldnt believe our eyes (ears actually :p). He read the name again and read the address too.....Yehhhhhhhh :-) My uncle went and got the gift. nicee no? :-)

Btw, my uncle has asked me to utilize this offer hehe :-)

lemme try to post some of the pics.

Totally had a nice time last saturday :-)

byeee,
J.

contact lenses

am planning to go for contact lenses. Today we had eye checkup at work. So, fortunately got a chance. They had a trial offer (disposable lens) and I utilized it. morning'la irunthu evening varaikum, lens poattutu irunthen. yehhh it was good :-) first konjam kannula irritatingaa irunthathu. apram pazhagidthu. nice feeling. but generally athuku neriya care eduthukanum maathri thonum mm?. adhanaalayae lens podaama irunthen.

adhaan inaiku update. koodiya seekirathula I will get one for me.

neengha yaaravathu use panreenghala? whats ur advice? :-)

byeee!