Friday, October 28, 2005

Iniya Deepavali Nalvaazhthukkal :-)

http://archies.indiatimes.com/ecards/images/cards/flash/diw059.swf

(headphones on please. nice music (Veena) in the background)

Anbudan,
J.

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Mobile

My sis lost her mobile today. Office'ku bus'la porappa. Nokia 2600; hutch prepaid connection.
she has one kutty handbag only. so she herself wondering how one could open and take it out without her knowledge. she is feeling terribly bad and crying over phone. chinna ponu paavam.
enaku ennamo avlo kashtam illai :-) see, I am improving my attitude :p Generally, avaluku onum aagala illai. cell thaanae, vera vaanghikalam maathri naan cool'a iruken.

my mom is also feeling bad. when I was cheering her up, she got angry and abrubtly hung the call X-(. "eppadi kashtapadamaa iruka solra?" nu kaekaraangha. hhhmm.."sari poi ukaanthu azhu"nu sonen. phone'a vachutaangha.

anyway, my sis tried to reach her mobile, ring pothu, but udanae cut aayuduthunu sonaa. cell thirudinava(n) inum switch off pannamaala vachu irukaanghanu me wondering. enaku ennamo veetlayae enghayo irukunu thonuthu.

Guys, what should one do if they lose their mobile?

Thanks,
J.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Recent fav songs

I am listening to these two yummy telugu songs since sterday. Gosh! continuous'a play panitu iruken..am enjoying :-)

my recent fav songs in Telugu:

Neetho Cheppana (Athadu) -- S.P.B and Chitra (http://www.raaga.com/channels/telugu/movie/A0000501.html)

Nenunenugalene (Manmadhudu) -- S.P.B. Charan http://www.raaga.com/channels/telugu/movie/A0000260.html

Dumbs, Vikki -- give a shot. sare na? :-) Others too, Telugu puriyanumnu avasiyam illai. enakum fullaa elaam Telugu theriyathu :p but I do enjoy the music in these songs a lot. esp the flute piece in the second song, Charan's voice -- ellamaae :-)
You shall try the other songs in Athadu too..decent ones.

sariiii tataa :-)

Cheers!
J.
update: am sorry, ignore the flute piece. athu intha song illai :p

Sunday, October 23, 2005

(Music) Instrumental class !

Am feeling fresh, brisk, rejuvenated now :-) Habbaa..enkita iruka ketta pazhakamae ithu thaan. irunthaa apdiyaee sogama irupen..illana gudhichutu irupen hehe :-) oru balanced state'la iruka maaten :p

Anyway, me and my close friend here at work are planning to join some music instrumental class in near future. namaku pidichatha kathukum pothu inum nallaa irukum la? ennoda fav 'music' thaan. Whatever feelings I have, I always want to listen to songs or intrumental ethuvenumnaalum kaepen. very soothing, warm it would be. paattu payithiyam naan :-)






mm enna instrument kathukalaam -- guitar, violin, veena ....?? ellaamae pidikara maathri iruku :p

chumma kaekren, which one do you like?

Have a lovely day all of you :-)

Cheers!
J.

Feeling down !

I am feeling down often. sometimes with reason and sometimes without any reason. People/things around me seem to be fine but I am feeling down :( I am not able to concentrate on my work :( some sort of fear feeling is occupying my mind/heart most of the times and I hate that :'( I have been trying to overcome this phobia since few months by listening to good quotes, reading books, talking to ppl who encourage me etc. whenever I do that, I feel better. After sometime I am losing that courage.

I know that I am in a better position than thousands of ppl in the world. I should be happy with watever I have..Being aware of all these things and still feeling bad -- thats not good ryt? -- I hate myself :(
uff..horrible..
me trying to come out of this feeling by listening to songs, blogging, reading SL posts blah blah...my concentration level is diminishing day by day..I used to work _well_ before..I am not doing these days or I am not satisfied with my work..I come with loads of energy to work..but when i leave home, I am not having _that_ satisfaction these days....hhmm :(

some problem with me??? :-)

ppl, what do you do when you feel down?. Feeling bad is different. I am feeling soo low/down or watever, during which I get a feeling that I am not capable of doing anything, or I think I am doing bad at work, or I keep mulling over as to how to get out of this etc etc...hhmm :(

ok anyway,...take care ppl....Have a good week ahead!

bye,
J.

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

Flashback Pics !

http://manadhinthedal.blogspot.com/2005/10/flashback.html

Vijay Aadhiraaj on the grand dias ..




My uncle (first from the right side)






First time posting pics in my blog! Exciting :-)

Enjoy,
J.