Do you think so?

I was in an extremely *bad* mood since this weekend...Ah, I hate to say this...but cant help, i have to write the facts here. I was getting hurt and hurting A and he too added his part uff :(..and today morning he called me, I was soo happy to see his name flashing on my mobile and took the call but didnt talk to him properly. Adhukum I was feeling soo bad, didnt know whom to blame..Grr.

I came office very late thinking that A would have slept by then. paatha, he was online..OMG! Immediately, came down from my heights of bad feeling and was about to plead him to talk to me nicely.

As always, after I started venting out how bad I was feeling, there was no response from him. I told him all these expecting that he would console me and konjam aaruthalaa pesuvaanghanu. paatha, shock! He typed this:

"I think you need someone like Rajnikanth in Chandramukhi ra...there are some deep beliefs and assumptions in you which are making you down every now and then. books or me or anyone can't help handle these"

adapaavi...enaku azharatha, sirikarthaanu therla..but smiled at myself for becoming an hopeless character..hhmmm

but thats completely true!! I am badly going down very frequently these days...frequency eppadi na, in seconds, minutes'la kooda iruku :( I pity A! ennoda pada mudiyalai :-)

J

Recent happenings and date coincidence

Haii, long time since I posted..chachacha!

btw, I got my license day before yesterday..yeyyyyyyy :-):-)

ya, generally busy with all these stuff + work hhmmmm. This week went relatively good compared to the past few days hehe :p

I was just thinking abt the things which happened recently in my life and I was like happy to see the coincidence with the dates which I remember :-)

Learner License - SK's wedding day - April 22nd
Visa interview date confirmation - My close friend's bday - May 31st
Got my licence - my father in laws' bday - June 14th

And
my office (currently working) joining date - my sis bday - 16th July

like that ..:-) Now, whenever I see the documents, I can see the date which is already familiar to me and I am like yayyy :-)

Have a good weekend everyone!

byeeee,
J

kandupidichen kandupidichen

Whenever I go down/feel bad, I was wondering what to do to bring my mood back to normal. Listening to songs in a bad mood is usual for me, so it stopped helping me, like no difference only. Car driving, hhmm enna solrathu, I need to be cautious all the time and making me not to enjoy the drive. When I was going in auto the other day, saw couple of temples on the way, and thought that I could come and sit there for sometime and see if it helps [yet to do it].

Yesterday, dont know why, I wanted to hurt myself, so thought i would go home by walk. After the strenuous aerobics class in the evening and bad cracks in my foot, I wanted to take the risk. Moreover, there is a **heavy** traffic in the road connecting my office and home, so I am waiting for auto for more than 1 hr these days. All these made me proceed with my decision.

I started walking, found way for myself in the traffic, seeing the big big banners in the road, cars, ppl, humming some song, crying sometime. I have climbed the flyover and when I reached the centre of it, there was a nice breeze and I felt like I have reached some heights in life and it was refreshing. I read somewhere that exercising/dancing/physical activities in general, motivates our emotional energy level. I found it working (as I believed it) after I walked for some distance and when I started gasping for air. I didnt really think anything positive or encouraged myself. I simply walked, walked, walked. avlo thaan. After that, there was no pressure in the heart/mind which I had when I started walking, and I felt very normal, calm breathing (neither happy nor sad type).

Good one!!! I recommend this practice :-) Inimae I will go for a walk.

Have a good weekend everyone!

J

Jokes

Hai hai hai :-) long time since I posted. Generally busy, dull (vera ennavaa iruka mudiyum :D)..Everytime I wanted to post, I thought I would be emotional and write something serious..so didnt do that.

anyway, heard some jokes in a comedy program in Vijay TV and felt that i would post here :D

oru payan, avanoda thaathaa (Grandfather) kita vanthu kaekraan

payan: Chinna veedu'naa enna thaathaa?
thaathaa: Edhuku da kaekara?
payan: Chumma therinju vachukalaamnu thaan.
thaathaa: Theriyaama vachukarathuku per thaan da chinna veedhu.

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#1: konjam time ennanu solreenghala?
#2: sorry sir, enaku time paaka theriyaathu.
#1: paravala, atleast, chinna mullu engha iruku, periya mullu engha irukunu solungha, naane time kandupidichukaren.
#2: 2 um watch la thaan iruku.

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And, this one, I read in Aanandha vikatan during my school days, and I still remember this.

Patient: Doctor, vara vara enaku indha nyabaga marathi romba adhigama poachu, Doctor.
Doctor: kavala padaatheengha, sari panidalaam. Aama, ethanai naala indha Vyaathi iruku?
Patient: Endha Vyaaadhi?

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LOL :D

ok, bye for now.
will try to post regularly :-)

J

Lesson for today

Actually learnt yesterday, got time to pen down only today. Dont believe or try to get happiness from other's thoughts or actions. You dont have any control over them and you end up getting hurt if it does not happen. So, dont expect it. It does not work out, I mean, it does not work out. Try to do things--which you can do "yourself"--for which you have rights to blame or appreciate or do whatever.

Trying this is hard for me cos I always get that *clound-nine* happiness when somebody remembers me and do some lil thing (I mean it) for me. I dont know why, I am brought up like that or practiced my mind like that. Its really a tough job for me to start practicing this lesson at this age. Anyway, I am going to try !!

J